Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in scieszka_chan's LiveJournal:

Friday, November 28th, 2008
4:02 pm	Napola Video Yeah, I watched this beautiful german movie with a friend and now I ordered my own original copy :) It's still not here because my seller sucks, but I craved to make a music video, so I created one. I only had two little scenes on my computer, however I still tried to improvise XD The music is Anecdote by Exist†Trace!! Albrecht is so wonderful o_o Current Mood: productive Current Music: Sakura no Kuni - Kazuki Tomokawa (Comment on this)
Monday, November 12th, 2007
5:08 pm	Departure... huh My unrequited love just left my life. Saturday was the day I've bid farewell. At night, after a friend's birthday party, outside in the streaming rain. That's no fucking cliché-joke. I couldn't even believe it was real. So we stood there in the darkness next to a friend's car who drove us home (I had to leave, he wasn't at home yet but still went outside to say goodbye). We embraced two times in the fucking rain, I got damn desperate and tried to hold him as tight as possible. I just whispered "Farewell" in his ear.... and turned away. I started to cry hard not knowing whether he noticed this or not. Probably not because the rain fell so hard. Then, I've burst into tears... and I don't know when I've cried that terrible the last time. You know, the fact that he left our school and town was so final. And also, that we won't meet again. He never loved me the way I loved him. He may have liked me as a friend or just some nice person, but never ever in a romantic sense. Our relationship, also, wasn's so intense as if it could be imaginable to meet again someday. Moreover, I would just suffer from that. It still hurts, I still feel like holding him. And no, nothing of this is made up, I swear. No matter how kitschy it sounds! That's the most terrible thing. I wouldn't have expected such an end. I still love him. A lot. Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: Krezip - I would stay (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007
4:41 pm	teh fangirl fight ._. Today I met some neat girl (personally ^^) who's pretty much Naruto-obsessed (worse than me, no? nooo xD). She was all the way like "OMG I love you" and stuff but later on, I got some Mail that said something like "WTF! You like SasuNaru! But I'm a SasuSaku fan! DAMN" ... that's when she kinda stopped loving me I suppose XD I was laughing a lot, I mean who cares xD I think that "pairing rivalry" is such a fucked up topic . Really dude, wtf! Why have people the urge to spread their OTP over the whole world? Defend it, but hell, don't impose it upon someone. Sheesh, that's where she was exaggerating a whole lot. I feel kinda pissed off, since I SELDOM meet someone I can talk to about Naruto AT ALL. -_-* Oooookay, now something different. Why are there manic depressed teachers who think they have got the mission to fuck up the lifes of poor little schoolgirls? I just don't get it. These are the people who just imprint you a real bad grade without explanation. And without reason, so far. Just because they're in a leading position where they can easily alter your life. Now, I'm in such a position. The subject is literature. Our teacher a fucked up mess. He doesn't like me at all. At first, I tried acting nice and very obliging but he didn't care and gave me right from the beginning these evil!looks. Damn, now I'm messed up, because if he really gives me that grade I was told... shit. I have to do something. Tomorrow, I've got maany many choir practise hours because there's a big performance this week. Un, I'm getting excited. But now I'm gonna study some spanish for the test tomorrow. Love you all, Scieszka =) Current Mood: cranky Current Music: No Boy no Cry - STANCE PUNKS (Comment on this)
Monday, October 22nd, 2007
6:32 pm	Still alive Yeah do you know the new Naruto Shippuden Opening? XD (distance) I loved the opening. When I watched it first, I just COULDN'T believe that snakerape scene with Sasuke was actually shown. I mean... whow O___O I think that was pretty exteme. (haha, did someone say something about younger auditory? I wonder whether my younger brother has already seen it xD) But I adore it, I just don't know how often I kept watching it until now XD Next, I think the NaruSasu/SasuNaru moments were, in connection with the music, actually present. I'm reading all the time "whut, they're just walking towards each other - booring" but I think these scenes were also pretty strong ("you are my dream", yeah xD) and that weapon-thing was just bittersweet. Also, that Sasuke-in-Narutos-eyes-moment was neat, right after Sasuke standing with his back to Sakura (which wasn't a SasuSaku moment to me at all oO I mean, it's his back, the person he's facing is Naruto). Shuuush, maybe I'm overdoing this, but these are my impressions. I really liked it. Come to think, I really miss my little brother. (he's living in israel, thus far far away) The last time I've seen him was this summer. This is so unfair. There are tons of people you have to endure, but if there's someone you actually care about, you don't get to see him too often. That's a mess. Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Hitomi Takahashi - Bokutachi no Yukue (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 6th, 2007
11:41 am	ZOMG! Vacation ends Eh... yes. In two days, school starts again. Yay. Great >_> During the vacation, I was pretty unproductive, because I thought there were soo much time left. Well, no. And you know what I hate the most? Waiting. Waiting for somebody to answer back. That's horror. And happens waay too often to me. And now I'm waiting like this. I hope he just ran out of money or something. Nah. Maybe it happens that often, because I'm tactless. Dunno. It was like... we were writing messages and then he suddenly stopped mailing back. I'll meet him in two days, when school starts again. Oh Help O_O Well, I'm away then. (OMG YEZZ, now I customized my Journal xDD it's soo creative now *rolleyes* but at least not that blue/white stuff anymore *sighs* Love you all, Scieszka PS: Me and a friend of mine now have got a great band XDD Promotion: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IyOPTpsSn9U Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Metallica - No Leaf Clover (Comment on this)
Friday, October 13th, 2006
11:01 am	Just some Thoughts on the non-used Journal Me is me. Me is way too lazy to use this Journal decently xD It's troublesome o_O But I'm er.. using LiveJournal, sold my soul to LiveJournal XD Always looking around, posting here and there... oh well, but too tired to do my own Journal. And I guess this won't change too soon. Maybe later~ *shrugs* Greets to everyone who got this far =3 And actually, I just wanted to prevent having a complete empty Journal, I should at least explain why my Journal is this way. And I did ^_^ Have a nice Friday-teh-thirteenth :> And me is away again XP See you somewhere, Scieszka =) PS: But now, while writing this text... I get the impression it's kinda fun just to post teh current random thoughts ;). Current Mood: awake Current Music: Muse - Starlight (Comment on this)